Jelly Spine

Accurate description of myself at this point. Spinning around / circling the drain trying to figure out the next move but no backbone to stand up and make a decision.

Civilian life can only be described as.."waiting to die".

Get this, finally decided I needed to order an AR.15. Because I have a few bones, I say "colt".

Well, get in line is the response. Or pick up a "milspec made in who knows where version". Well, I said fuck it, put me in queue. I'll wait. Lets hope the new commander in chief does not ban it before it shows up.

Wish I had more but tonight is not a good night. We are rapidly approaching the 3rd anniversery of my dads death. 12/08. I'm struggling with some other issues, anyway, my "creative" genious is slacking tonight.

So, continuing in my comfort thread, I encourage all of you to listen to this before you rest:

Tuesday's gone - more Skynryd

Train roll on, on down the line,
Wont you please take me far away?
Now I feel the wind blow outside my door,
Means Im leaving my woman behind.

Tuesdays gone with the wind.
My womans gone with the wind.
And I dont know where Im going.
I just want to be left alone.
Well, when this train ends Ill try again,
But Im leaving my woman at home.

chorus
Tuesdays gone with the wind
Tuesdays gone with the wind.
Tuesdays gone with the wind.
My womans gone with the wind.

Train roll on many miles from my home,
See, Im riding my blues away.
Tuesday, you see, she had to be free
But somehow Ive got to carry on.

Tuesdays gone with the wind
Tuesdays gone with the wind.
Tuesdays gone with the wind.
My womans gone with the wind.

Jurena..out