Wow where did 30 days go? Well here in the internet i wonder if that even matters, this is like the Universe, never begins and never ends, kind of like E=MC2. Deep shit, eh? Hell ask Einstein, the theory of relativity had his hair standing straight up long before gel.

Where I come from comfort food is something that reminds you of mommas kitchen. Meat Loaf, Pinto Beans, collard greens, mashed potatoes etc. Actually, I've added some items like Brisket and white bread and a jalapeno or a plate of greasy enchiladas. But if there is comfort food, let me tell you I've recently returned to my roots and dialed up some comfort music. Such as -

Mama told me when I was young
Come sit beside me, my only sonAnd listen closely to what I say.
And if you do thisIt will help you some sunny day.
Take your time... dont live too fast,Troubles will come and they will pass.
Go find a woman and youll find love,And dont forget son,There is someone up above.

(chorus)And be a simple kind of man.
Be something you love and understand.
Be a simple kind of man.
Wont you do this for me son,If you can?

Forget your lust for the rich mans gold
All that you need is in your soul, And you can do this if you try.
All that I want for you my son,Is to be satisfied.

(chorus)

Boy, dont you worry... youll find yourself.
Follow you heart and nothing else.
And you can do this if you try.
All I want for you my son,Is to be satisfied.


If you don't know who that is, well you and I are probably not drinking beer any time soon.

I'd love to be a simple man but life just continues to get more complicated. Work is the most unsatisying thing.. I'm that dog that has run with the pack..I'm always slobbering on the window, trying to run one more time. It has become apparent, daily, that I made a huge tactical error by leaving the military. I was good at that job. Some of my "kids" are senior leaders in the Army. While I want no recognition or pats on the back, I raised them and there is a little bit of me in all of them. Seriously, I can't think of one person who would talk shit about my career and if they did I probably owe them an apology, leaders must always look at themselves first.

Anyway, to re enlist is financial suicide for the woman who has stood by me all these years and the kids who grew up with out a dad for the first 10 years of their life. Contracting is really perplexing to me, connections don't come through and the industry is decreasing pay, so thats probably not an option either. I'm pretty sure the National Guard is my only option at this point. Who knows, its like this heavy burden weighing me down, because I know or perceive that I should be back doing what I'm really good at.

This country has elected Obama and I think we will be in deep trouble. I don't have the time to type all the reasons, but I sure hope he proves me wrong.

A little more comfort music for you..turn this one UP!

"Red White And Blue"

We don't have no plastic L.A. Frynds,
ain't on the edge of no popular trend.
Ain't never seen the inside of that magazine GQ.
We don't care if you 're a lawyer, or a texas oil man,
or some waitress busting ass in some liquor stand.
If you got Soul We hang out with people just like you

My hair's turning white, my neck's always been red, my collar's still blue,
we've always been here just trying to sing the truth to you.
Yes you could say we've always been, Red, White, and Blue

Ride our own bikes To Sturgis we pay our own dues,
smoking camels, drinking domestic BREWS
you want to know where I have been just look at my hands
Yeah, I've driven by the White House,Spent some time in jail.
Momma cried but she still wouldn't pay my bail.
I ain't been no angel, But even God, he understands.

My hair's turning white, my neck's always been red, my collar's still blue,
we've always been here just trying to sing the truth to you.
Yes you could say we've always been, Red, White, and BlueYeah that's right!

My Daddy worked hard, and so have I,
paid our taxes and gave our lives to serve this great country
so what are they complaining about
Yeah we love our families, we love our kids
you know it is love that makes us all so rich
That's where were at,I
f they don't like it they can justget the HELL out!Yeah!

My hair's turning white, my neck's always been red, my collar's still blue, we've always been here just trying to sing the truth to you.
Yes you could say we've always been, Red, White, and Blueoh..oh..Red, White, and Blue....Red, White, and Blueoh..oh....Red, White, and Blue